35 weeks 6 days

woo~ im going to my 36 weeks. a week more i will be in 37 weeks. oh my~ seems like its getting nearer & nearer. *anxious. today went for my routine check-up at KKH, well im weighing 53.4kg already! im heavier this time round, but many told me its because im carrying a boy, so its naturally will be heavier. isit true? 0.o alright, im having the stabbing pain in my vaginal area these few days, & midwife told me its because BabyBoy head had engaged to my cervix which is called lightening/dropping. thus the pressure on my bladder is so much heavier & im so clumsy nowadays. it hurts when i move myself, especially the pubic bone area. sleeping is so hard cause as & when i need to pee, & the pain is making me hard to fall into sleep. argh insomnia days is back. =( but this is all normal during late pregnancy & all i can do now is just endure a few more weeks! hopefully BabyBoy will want to be out when he is full-term ^^. by the way, this time round, i did not see any specific doctor. i choose under subsidised rate thus im seeing the midwife clinic instead. i find it unnecessary due to my first pregnancy experience. LOL if you read my past posts on my pregnancy & delivery for my girl, you will know that the last time i used to see a specific doctor, which price classified as private. but in the end, somehow also partially due to my own stupidity, i end up going through my whole labour without my gynae, worse is i got NOBODY to assist at all. not even midwives! so why should i pay more this time? haha~ each & every time i think about spending double on every appointment for my last pregnancy but end up i got nothing just make me feel its not worth at all. i rather used it for milk powder & diapers this time round. seriously* i think it wont be as bad when you had experienced the "no one there delivery procedure" than now at least this time i will have midwives & even doctor-on-duty to assist, right? somehow i feel that midwives knows so much more than a doctor. eventually i find that midwives will explain more in details & made me understand more about pregnancy than doctors. lastly, still the same old wish, pray for a smooth delivery & a healthy baby =)

p/s: an early wish of merry christmas & a happy new year to everyone. cheers & enjoy the festive ^^