32 WEEKS 6 DAYS

alright, im in my 32weeks & 6days now. went for check-up at KKH today with edlysia & sister-in-law as hubby is busy with work. im currently weighing at 51.8kg! which means ive gained 11.8kg so far~ still remember when i had edlysia, i gained a total of 13.95kg, so hopefully this time round it can remain about the same, not much heavier =X so roughly baby could be also around 3plus kg when birth too? not too sure if it can be calculated in such a way~ haha. as somehow im afraid BabyBoy will be too big for me as edlysia is already consider big size for me when she's born at 3.25kg. so just hope it be about the same ok? didnt have any scanning done today, so didnt get to see BabyBoy, but good that BabyBoy's head is still down. im feeling so tight & heavy now, especially my tummy, it's like its gonna explode anytime. i felt my skin is so fully stretched that i cant really move about as easy as the previous pregnancy. i really wonder how am i able to cope till delivery?! imagine baby will grow even more during the last few weeks, & now at 32weeks only im already feeling so tight and heavy. imagine going to pee every hour? thats how much pressure it is on my bladder now. i had been getting resltess night nowadays due to waking up to pee every now & then. & the itchiness!!! argh~ my skin's condition due to the rashes is getting from bad to worse after ive stopped the rashes medicine during the past one month, so now i had to take back the medication although it does makes me drowsy.but i was advised not to take as often & only when necessary & was actually being referred to the National Skin Centre for a check as KKH also dont know why it gets so bad & those medicated lotion cant help to cure at all. =( my last pregnancy also the same, but it only happened during my last trimester, but this time round it started to break out right from start, thus causing it getting really bad now after 7months of torturing. i did the blood test but its show that my liver is fine. so the only thing now the gynae can do is to refer me to dermalogist instead, but the earliest appointment for it is in January! so i was thinking by that time i might had already given birth, do i still need that check? afterall, i knew my skin problem is 90% caused by pregnancy, only that right now i wanted a solution to stop it from spreading, & im quite sure after pregnancy, it will stop & start to heal just like previously. perhaps i should just endure for a little more if the appointment cant be change earlier. only wish & pray that after give birth, the scars can go off asap cause its really very very bad! everytime i look at my body now, i felt so digusted by the ugly sight of how the rashes had turned my skin into. cry** i believe if i took a picture & post it here, many will just puke too. haha~ well thats why i took off the idea of posting it. so no worries people. ^^ well, after the check-up, we headed to Nex for edlysia to go to the library & we had our dinner at Ramenplay. the nicest ramen ive tasted, compared to the rest, even edlysia love it too. thanks sister-in-law for treating me with the meal. hmm i must say i had a very wonderful sister-in-law, felt really blessed. she's a very nice person, easy-going & can really talk with her. also she had really helped out alot during this pregnancy period, even with her busy schdeule, she still try to find time to help out with all the baby stuffs thing & also for previously our ROM stuffs & etc. she also dote on edlysia too ^^. seriously, i cant express my graditude in words to her.thank God to let me know her.. =) well, gonna stop here & off to bed. nights~