heart-aching.

recently the news of a 2years old girl being left unattended on the street after a hit & run in China really got me on my nerves. i cant believe this is real, i cant imagine such inhumanity actually do exist in this world right now. the toddler who cant even merely walk probably, was hit not just once but twice! by a van & then a lorry! wth~ & those passer-bys just take it as they saw nothing lying on the floor. she was just a 2 years old toddler & it took after 18 passerbys who treated her as transparent, just to have an old woman who finally went to aid that helpless girl who had already been bleeding profusely. whats going on with the people there? its heart-aching, not just about the girl, but seeing that people had became so cold-bloodedly makes me felt they are just like murderers. yes murderers, seriously they seems no difference to me by leaving the girl there to die. they aint human, but creatures! & one of the driver who had hit her can even put the blame back on that girl saying that she didnt look where she's going! oh fuck him, if that 2years old could understand how dangerous it is. & how about him? such a grown-up & yet cant SEE where he is heading to? it disgust me even more when he doesnt even felt guilty at all & still dare to say he is not going to turn himself in but to flee as he say he didnt did it intentionally! when the media got hold of this & headed to check out why there isnt any aid, the result is just as saddening. it was due to the fear of extortion? so thats how China's society had become? for the sake of surviving, they've lost their morals. in fact i felt that they had already lost their purpose of living! i hate discrimination as i always thinks that every human is equal & should be treated fairly. but to those people, i cant help but to discriminate them! i dont know how to understand their position, & i cant even accept this is human acts, no matter how ignorant one can be, this shouldnt be happening as even animals have instinct & save their own kind, but it seems like humans are killing one another. & for the girl's parents, i dont know how to say it but somehow i felt sad but i dont pity them. my mind was like :" how can you let your only 2years old daughter wander out in the street like that? " if you really care, you wont leave your child out of sight in the first place when she is just 2 right? as a mother myself, i would have keep an eye on her as she is just too young to know what's dangerous is all about. for our kids, we, the parents should be their guidance & not just leave them on their own! oh my, this really boils me off. sometimes, it got me thinking perhaps thats why God is angry with us. i used to wonder why but now i can truly understand, i felt it deep in me.