Fionne.G

-- Saturday, May 15, 2010 ; 4:32 AM ♥♥

i felt a little change in me.

it wasnt the same, not anymore. ive move on, yet again. & this is me. i like the feelings of success, not by possessing of something or someone, but over my very own self. i want to be a winner,not by winning others but its about if i can overcome my own self, to win myself. because the strongest enemy of life is no one else but myself. that is why i love it when i felt improvement in myself, i love it when i could finally overcome things i fear, i love it when i succeeded in becoming how i hope i could be.

in my philosophy, everything is about feelings, and for things that happened, its an experience. there are down times when i may fall hard, i may be torn into pieces, i may go crazy, whatever i might be, but i know i will be alright, and i will stand back up, back to one. and im sure of it. it could took me a lifetime to learn, to be what i want to be, or to overcome something, but i know it can be done if only im willing to hold on to life. =) for every single thing i do, it came from the heart. i had no plots, which sometimes cause me to become a silly fool in some other people's eyes. i go with my own ways, thus also makes some people feel that i am a very selfish soul. & if i still stick on to my views, stubborn is what some other people will say about me. LOL. when i do not talk, people say im quiet. when i talk, people say im talkative. "nothing can be perfect, if you are living for others people's view. you can be perfect only if you live for yourself." & thats what i am doing. because in my life, everything start from ME. before i expect from others, i should expect it from myself first. before i grumble over someone, i should reflect myself first. i dont deny i am a deep thinker, i think alot, and i think too much. & thats the thing i should improve. i must take things more lightly. & this shall be my next goal. ^^

and for some personal events, as usual, meet up friends & co. for chill out, steamboat, ktv, billiard, some drinks..etc. what else can you do more for entertainment in Singapore, right? haha well,its actually not about where i am or what i am doing, its about having friends and loved ones around that makes the day goes wonderful. =)

tt's how life is =D