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-- Monday, February 22, 2010 ; 7:16 AM ♥♥

back to land.

its been 3 fucking long years since i went back to grandpa's place for CNY. i missed there so much. i still vividly remember i did went to KL during these 3 years either alone or with my friends but was not staying over at my grandpa's place at Kepong Ulu, so this time round the feelings of going back to a familiar place is different from my last few trips, it is just so happy and excited. =D headed off to that place i loved on 13 february for my wonderful Chinese New Year and just came back on 21 february.

what can i say?

my heart still lingers at there.

although days over there are not soooo that exciting which makes me want to stay, and im actually doing nothing much except for eat and sleep, is just gamble - mahjong/poker or just went rounding with my uncle. but i still love there. i love the big family there, i love the environment there, i love the food there and i love the people there. sorry to say that, its not that i totally dislike here but i just prefer there more. only if my friends can migrate there too, then there will be the perfect place for me. wahaha~

sad to say, i didnt snap much pictures! its like as if i didnt bring my camera! but i did. so its damn myself. i should have took pictures with my cousins, relatives but i totally forgot!

damn shit right?

arghhh. too indulged in enjoying myself, relaxing myself that i totally forgot to snap a pic for memories. think again now i feel like to strangle myself again**

alright, stfu, back to topic.

sometimes i really wonder why i love there so that much? i was born here, live here, stay here. yet my heart is there. i love the lifestyle over there. yes, there there there!. should i just migrate? but....... i got no friends there. =( so maybe thats the reason why i am still here. haha.

i teared when i was coming back on the train. its always like that since i was young. the feelings is really terrible but yet im puzzled. i dont know why. it always took me days or weeks to get myself back to this land again. oh, c'mon. im old enough. sometimes i felt im sucha kid, its not as thou i can never go back there, true. but why i cried? can somebody explain to me so that i can feel better?

LOL.

i hate this part. i hate the feeling of the aftermath of this trip.

no, should say is for the every trip i went there.

the returning is like a departure from my happiness. =(

this really sucks.

i hope i get back real soon. back to life please, miss!

tt's how life is =D

-- Tuesday, February 9, 2010 ; 6:25 AM ♥♥

REVIVED.

recarnated.

im back after months of absence with my blog. finally change my blogskin - im lazy to do all the editing so that causes the delay. i had not yet edit the font colour of my previous posts thou.

pardon me for that if you cant see those posts as my previous blogskin was in black.

haha, so......... you know lah.

anyway its gonna start from fresh again.

first jolly news to update was that my girl is now 14months old! haha. had know how to walk, mumble and have 8 toothies. =D i shall upload her pics when i have time. =X

shall end first cause im freaking tired after few nights of reviving this blog.

keke~nights

`experience makes us grow. we go through different stages
& we gets to know more as life goes on.
we will face set-backs as well as success.
but as long as we move on, life is just experiences that made
us strong.
`tasting the sweet, the bitter, the pain,
the sorrow, the sour, the happiness,
the whatever whatever, is a lifetime lesson.

tt's how life is =D