OMG! SO SAD! =(
i just realised that my hip bones had expanded!!! WTF!!! **cry out loud! =(
i didnt grow much fats during pregnancy, but somehow my hip bones got expanded. fark!
fats can be burn away, but i think bones will never go back to its origin. right? zzzzz.
this pregnancy had totally disfigured me! haha.. although i didnt grow fat. but those scars left by the rashes i had earlier was way enough.. thou i dont have stretchmarks on my tummy but i had some on my thighs and bum =X. i cant wear back my old jeans!! haix. but mum said now is still early, its only one week plus, she told me i can slim back as days goes by.. hmm... hopefully =)

my friends told me it was such a waste that i am not eligible for the baby bonus scheme, cause i am not married. well, to me, it doesnt really matters much. of cause if i can get, the money could help me out alot, but if time turns back, i will still choose the same old thing like now. i know there are people who discriminates me, hates me. whatever okays! yes! on the surface, i may not be the right one. but who cares it anyway? frankly, i am not someone who will go around telling people about whoever, whatever. neither will i tell people about my stuffs. afterall, its my business and i do thinks that i dont have the needs to explain everything to everyone. thats me. take it or just leave it.