-- Saturday, December 6, 2008 ; 6:29 PM ♥♥
FINALLY....
pardon me for my super duper late update. hehe =X. for the past one week, so0o0o many things to do. been thru' and fro' polyclinic thrice already for checking Edlysia's jaundice level. and still gotta check again on tuesday cause her jaundice level was once high up till 255! but luckily went down abit the next day. phew~ hopefully it goes lower and lower soon!! ^,^ . LOL. yeap, busy and also the DISCOMFORTS and PAINS of my wound is like hell !!! and somehow post-natal blues seems to have hit me during the past few days. been crying and feeling terrible. =(. couldnt sleep well, or i can say didnt really sleep at all ever since after delivery!! and i had been having bad dreams.. =(. due to some incidents that happened when i am in the hospital, i think i become so farking tense-up! i couldnt help worrying about my girl will be taken away! _l_ those people! yes, im rude and impolite, but thats ME! =X. yes! the phobia is there, i must say. but luckily, im getting better now. i must admit it was my girl that makes me ENDURE everything!!!! if not, i think i wont be able to go through all this! yes, now she is my MOTIVATION, STRENGTH and almost EVERYTHING! =). right now my mind is already more loosen up, and emotionally being better. but physically, still not yet. =(. haha..the wound still hurts!!!! those painkillers prescribed dont works on me!!! and thats really sucks! the first few days it hurts so much that i couldnt even walk or move myself. totally almost lost my mind over it! if there is a choice, i would rather have contraction pain!!! before, during and after delivery, i still thinks after delivery is the WORST period!!! hopefully, i can recover ASAP! lastly,about my birth story , i will post it later.. so stay tuned..
pardon me for my super duper late update. hehe =X. for the past one week, so0o0o many things to do. been thru' and fro' polyclinic thrice already for checking Edlysia's jaundice level. and still gotta check again on tuesday cause her jaundice level was once high up till 255! but luckily went down abit the next day. phew~ hopefully it goes lower and lower soon!! ^,^ . LOL. yeap, busy and also the DISCOMFORTS and PAINS of my wound is like hell !!! and somehow post-natal blues seems to have hit me during the past few days. been crying and feeling terrible. =(. couldnt sleep well, or i can say didnt really sleep at all ever since after delivery!! and i had been having bad dreams.. =(. due to some incidents that happened when i am in the hospital, i think i become so farking tense-up! i couldnt help worrying about my girl will be taken away! _l_ those people! yes, im rude and impolite, but thats ME! =X. yes! the phobia is there, i must say. but luckily, im getting better now. i must admit it was my girl that makes me ENDURE everything!!!! if not, i think i wont be able to go through all this! yes, now she is my MOTIVATION, STRENGTH and almost EVERYTHING! =). right now my mind is already more loosen up, and emotionally being better. but physically, still not yet. =(. haha..the wound still hurts!!!! those painkillers prescribed dont works on me!!! and thats really sucks! the first few days it hurts so much that i couldnt even walk or move myself. totally almost lost my mind over it! if there is a choice, i would rather have contraction pain!!! before, during and after delivery, i still thinks after delivery is the WORST period!!! hopefully, i can recover ASAP! lastly,about my birth story , i will post it later.. so stay tuned..
for now, here are some pics of my baby girl =) .
just born! sorri for the view, not well-taken =X
=)
sweet dreams! =P
8hours old~
hi ppl! =P
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tt's how life is =D
