Fionne.G

-- Saturday, October 11, 2008 ; 1:39 AM ♥♥

yups~ if you realise.
i had my blogskin changed!
^,^

spent my yesterday editing this blogskin. troublesome but i got nothing much better to do also. stay at home, practically doing nothing. eat, sleep, rest. just so BORED.

=(( . it seems so relax and good yah, but if you had been "slacking" for so long, and almost everyday was like doing nothing, you confirm will go crazy too!!!
as im getting nearer and nearer towards my labour, i can feel more and more uncomfortable symptoms. some are painful too. but i know it was all because my baby's growing mahs. haha.
but one thing im not satisfied of myself is my loss of appetite. it ALWAYS a problem for me to eat.

WHY????? PLEASE HELP ME!!!

haix. cant i had the cravings to eat everyday? i want to eat. i wish i can eat more~ now recently, i cant even finish a meal. or simply not feeling hungry or dont feel like eating at all!!!!! everytime i must make myself to eat, force myself with some food at least. but its not good if i continue losing my appetite like this because this trimester is the most crucial period for my child. the baby will need more nutrients now than before! i know i must take in more nutrients. but my appetite just so sucks!

hate it!!!!! hate it!!!

been starting to think about names for my child. hehe~ got a few names in mind but its a secret. =X so for now, you guys wont be able to know. LOL. i realise i had been "blanking" much recently. like to stare blankly sometimes but never think of anything. 0.o. sounds so idiotic. haha. but its true, i was like simply doing nothing at all, blankly sitting down on the sofa and laying on my bed staring at the wall. maybe i had been stucked in my house till crazy lerhs bah. however, i really hope all these NOT VERY GOOD thing will go off soon after birth. those mood swings, those pains, discomforts and of cause most important and must-go is the stupid sickening skin problems that had dramatically and pathetically uglied my whole body now!!
=((

[ i know i had been complaining about my skin problems and the so-called rashes lots and lots of time, but its really............ its not just itching. its scar-ing my body ! and its so severe and just so sucks!!!! ]

i really must say, BEING A MOTHER IS NEVER EASY.
there is more than words to describe.. lots of sacrifice and hardships that only yourself will truly knows and understands.

jia you to all mothers and also mothers-to-be. ^^ [including me. =X haha]

tt's how life is =D