hmm.. wondering*
maybe if when i found a nice one bahs
HAHA
yesterday, as usual, wake up. eat and was birding at home when i dont know why just feel like going down West Mall to have my dinner. but time was so rush cause if i wanna a free ride home by dad, i had to be done before 9pm.
yah, it was a last-minute decision for me to head down WM.so it was around 6plus when i decided to go. bathe and get ready.i took a cabbie down even! but i still reach there 7pm plus going 8pm. =( i meet Prissie and we headed for SAKAE SUSHI !!!
yes, again.
i had sushi instead of any of their sets meals, rice or ramen.cause somehow towards their tempura, katsu don, etc.i got quite alot of disappointment. LOL.especially the katsu curry don i ate the day before!!!!! sucks. =Xbut i cant eat prawn, crab too due to my
stupid irritating digusting making-me-nuts skin!
im so afraid it will cause more itch.but yet i cant eat too much RAW food cause its not good for baby.-.-" so it was like practically nothing much choices that i can eat.
haha. but i did eat my salmon. although i cant eat sashimi.i took the maki. ^^ at least i can taste it a lil' bit. hehe~ in fact i took alot of time thinking what to eat afterall.
haixxxx..so it was nearly 9pm when we finish. O.O
headed to basement to get my honeydew milkshake ^^
and went find peiling. cause that day, she was working in WM.its been ages since i last SAW her. dont mention about meeting. =X we only have less than 10mins time to talk and i had to rush off.
kinda sad... haixxx. hopefully one day we 3 can really get to meet.
thinking about peiling yesterday, makes me link to her BGR problems and link to Pris's problems. HAHA. sometimes, i do realise people around me are all facing, or i can say mostly, this kind of problems. and i was thinking, what about myself then. me?? hmm... i dont know when it started, but i knew my heart now was in peace.
yeah~ so peace. ^^
currently no one really makes me linger on, or was swaying my heart in any ways. all my mind is occupied by my baby, and the future things on and all about my child. getting a good career, all sorts but simply related to me, my family and my child and friends. nothing much more. somehow, i do wanna thank GOD. cause it seems like he had answer to my prayers. ^^
a peaceful and more relax mind now.i am not saying in future i wont fall for anyone because future is really unknown but im glad that at least now i had a period of time that i can truly rest and think. i believe everything can be done only if you believe it in the first place. time does heal wounds. although it lefts scars. but it wont hurts anymore. its all about whether deep down you wanna let it go OR make it stay. i got so many people telling me, "cause im not like you so strong."
-.-""""
do you guys really thinks thats the reason why i can and you cant ? hell NO. im not born strong. i was also as weak as everyone. the only thing different is i believe that i can be strong! or will be strong!and im willing to face myself, face the pain the hurt the TRUTH. dont hold on to a thing and say, "no i can never be like that, no i cant be like you.im not up to it, i cant!!!! i couldnt!!!!! i can never be!!! it wont happen to me!!!" if you thinks like that, of cause the outcome will be JUST like what you SAY or THINK!
well, in short, what i mean is believe in yourself is the first step to success. ^^
