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-- Thursday, October 23, 2008 ; 3:25 AM ♥♥

MY BABY IS KICKING ME REAL HARD~

BUT ITS A NICE THING O.o

its 34weeks for now! hmm. although my gynae Dr Arthur Tseng didnt really confirm my baby was a girl girl, but i dont know why i just feels that it is a girl! ^^ so i had been thinking all the girls names instead of any boys names for my child all along. LOL. planning to name her Edlysia. pronounce as Alicia . and of cause her surname will be follow mine, Goh. i know it not very nice for a child to follow the mum's surname, but i had decided it. and for her chinese name, hmm~ i planning to name Shi En/Si En or Yu En. but not yet for sure, cause doesnt really know if the elders have any comments. somehow i feels that chinese name need to name it carefully. haha. im abit superstitious de. maybe will wait till her birth, then go calculate her birth date and time and then decide barhs~ only hopes that it wont turn out to be a boy! choy choy =X . yah, talking about this, i realised i didnt mention about my so-called rashes anymore ya~ LOL. well, i got a new prescribed medications which actually heals up the skin problems. =) but i had alot of SCARS left behind! so sad, cause i thinks it gotta take a long time for me to have back my old nice skin as there were so much brown markings all over my body,legs and hands now. *crys!!! but its still better than itching every single day.

well, nothing is free in this world. haha.

its another sleepless night. i just dont understands why pregnant women cant sleep at night. maybe not all, but most of them. somehow, even if i am already very tired, but yet i just cant dozed off into my dreamland. im actually a deep-sleeper but now any small sounds can wake me up. -.-" as tummy grows, i can no longer turn myself that much like last time. and sleeping side-ways, my baby seems not comfortable cause she will keep kicking ~~~

LOL. was blog-hopping recently, saw many mothers' blogs. read through their birth story~

seems like got 90% of them took epidural in the end! seems like the contraction pains is really very unbearable to me for now. !!!! although there are a few who didnt took the epidural, but that was because they were TOO LATE to have it, not really because they dont want to. haixxx. can imagine those times when our mums have us, they dont even have the option to have epidural. well, can see how lucky we were actually for now~ hmm.. so i shouldnt be grumbling so much and worrying that much.

just let natural take its cause barhs. ^^

tt's how life is =D