Fionne.G

-- Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ; 1:24 PM ♥♥

i felt my child moves ^,^

its like so amazing

so hard to describe the feelings

unfamiliar but i felt warmth

it was not like a kick yet, seems to me was like a movement. popping inside my tummy.

like heartbeating-kind of popping but very strongly felt.

i must admit at first it was really felt abit of uneasy and weird, as its like something inside your tummy is moving. and you can strongly feel it.

but as times goes by, i started to get used to it and eventually started to mumbled to my child.

hahas. talking to her. ^,^

everytime i felt the movement, it becomes a warmth feeling beneath me telling me that my child is there, right inside my tummy.

although pregnancy is really tough, lots of unwell, discomforts and pains.

but it also let me experience something that only WOMEN can experiences.

its something that MEN will never ever get to understand and experience.

thats why people say, women are tough and strong creatures.

looking back, my past 6mths wasnt easy too.

i wonder how did i manage to pull through afterall. hahas.

recently getting abit of discomforts :

* leg cramp

*numbness

*sleeping difficulty

*heartburn

*tummy discomforts

*slight vomiting

*headache

*loss of appetite

haix.... sometimes really hope i can deliver sooner.

especially when i cant get to sleep due to all those discomforts that is making me more irritated.

i had been quite worrying about my health and also my child.

i am so worried that she is not getting enough nutrients.

i had not been eating much.

i can say i eat less than a meal everyday, which is totally NOT supposed to be.

i tried to eat but i really had no appetite to swallow the food in.

i felt like vomiting if i force myself to eat.

i tried eating the vitamins that the doctor prescribe for me.

but it causes me to vomit instead!!!!!

my god~ what's wrong with me ????

unlike other pregnant women, i still DONT HAVE any cravings yet.

although i got think about food i want to eat, but i dont really feel like eating.

eespecially if the food is placed in front of me, i really dont have the appetite.

-,-

i know this isnt good, cause now i am entering the 3rd trimester.

i should start taking more and more supplements and vitamins in order to let my child grow healthy.

but can i really manage to make myself eat?

or whats actually my problems of no appetite?

i hope is not because of stress. i had tried to make myself peaceful and calm.

relax~~ and not to think so much...

but somehow i just feels that i am not eating enough at all.

even for normal adult eat 3 meals a day.

and me?

OMG~~~

i think i really MUST make myself to EAT MORE!

for the sake of my baby, i know i cant go on like this.

i wish i can get back my appetite!!!! please!!! =))

tt's how life is =D